Posted March 21, 2011 at 7:44am
Q
I know this is late, but thank you for the follow! You were one of the first people to have ever followed me, and for that, I am truly grateful! :-) x
from:nevereverletgo
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Aww Darling, that is sooo very sweet of you.
Thankyou for your amazing posts :) x
Posted September 30, 2010 at 8:21am
Sometimes my mind wonders away from me
I know
I light my dutchie up, puff
Maybe one day I’ll fly
Who knows
Q
Woah, what the fuck? I don't blame you for deactivating.
I tried searching you to see how you're feeling, but your profile was unavailable. I really hope that you're feeling okay, or at least a bit better.
I LOVE YOU. <3
I tried searching you to see how you're feeling, but your profile was unavailable. I really hope that you're feeling okay, or at least a bit better.
I LOVE YOU. <3
from:lithely
A
Yeah this whole accident has had me bummed, im over bed rest and not being able to go to work or see friends.
Im better but still not 100% :( Ive missed out on $372 from not being able to go to work :(
Im off to the doctors again soon, about an hour.
Finally get to go back to work on Saturday, theyre putting me out in the graden where I can sit down if I need it :)
Its just so frustrating :( I need to see your pretty face!!
Posted July 29, 2010 at 3:36am
A
I didnt delete Facebook, just deactivated it after the car accident.
Had people writting nasty things about the crash on my page and people yelling at me because of the accident.
and I was threatened, which is a whole aother story in the one. Will tell you when were in private.
I will be activating it back up tomorrow my lovely.
Posted July 29, 2010 at 2:55am
I DONT REMEMBER; any of it.
It makes me scared, and I wonder.
STOP asking me what I learnt; I LEARNT IM ALIVE.
It’s a lot more than I could ask for.
Posted July 29, 2010 at 1:55am
There is times where you have to sacrifice your own happiness, to make sure others survive. You have to forget everything, forget what made you happy for a moment. You Hearts get broken, feelings get hurt, friends walk away, and people lose trust.have to be confused, frustrated and stressed. You have to smile and nod, keep everything to yourself. Because the moment you open your mouth, things start to fall down.
I like this alot,
sorry although I know that doesn’t make things okay.
Posted July 29, 2010 at 1:46am
It’s funny how things change. Not everything changes for the best though, and it always seems to happen at the wrong time. Sometimes you can see it happening but you can’t do anything about it. It’s hard but I guess it happens to everyone. Even when we truly become ourselves, happy in our own bodies and our own minds, things change. People say “embrace change, everything happens for a reason”. I honestly don’t think change can be embraced, I just think that no one can fight it. We just have to learn to accept there is a greater power, one in which none of us can really fathom.
(via dugfindsnemo)
Posted June 29, 2010 at 6:22am
Everythings such a surreal blur I find myself pacing trying to find clarity, thinking about whats happened, and trying to find piece of mind.
I would of thought by now my tear ducts would be empty, or at least on strike from being over worked. I guess not.
Trying to find the words for how I feel has been more challenging than I inclined, nothing explains how I really feel. I’m not even sure how I feel.
Just as everything seems back to normal I stop and remember… Its not.
I keep hoping every time I close my eyes and re-open them everything is all over, it was just a dream, a figure of my imagination. I keep hoping to turn a corner and for Ashton Kutcher to pop out telling me I’m punk’d, but I’m only kidding myself.
This is real and nothing can take that back, nothing can change what happened and nothing can make up for it.
No matter how hard I try not to think about everything that’s happened, I stop for a millisecond and it pop straight back into my mind and as I settle to lay down with you for the night, I wonder…
Did she lay where I lay? Did she make make you smile like I do?
Did you think about me while it happened; or was I thrown to the curb like last weeks garbage. Will things ever be the same or am I always going to see her as you try to kiss me?
Posted June 28, 2010 at 2:08am
Im so scared, scared that you’ll do it again.
I cant forgive, not again.
I hate you so much for what you did, but not as much as I love you.
I can only hope, hope that it gets better.
Posted June 27, 2010 at 7:48am
