TAHNI CHERILYN: Archive

Mar 21st

please, STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY FISH.

Nov 30th

nevereverletgo asked: I know this is late, but thank you for the follow! You were one of the first people to have ever followed me, and for that, I am truly grateful! :-) x

Sep 30th

Aug 18th

Aug 12th

lithely asked: Woah, what the fuck? I don't blame you for deactivating.
I tried searching you to see how you're feeling, but your profile was unavailable. I really hope that you're feeling okay, or at least a bit better.
I LOVE YOU. <3

Jul 29th

lithely asked: You deleted Facebook? :(

Jul 29th

I DONT REMEMBER; any of it. It makes me scared, and I wonder. STOP asking me what I learnt; I LEARNT IM ALIVE. It’s a lot more than I could ask for.

Jul 29th

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Jul 8th

Jun 29th

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Jun 29th

Everythings such a surreal blur I find myself pacing trying to find clarity, thinking about whats happened, and trying to find piece of mind. I would of thought by now my tear ducts would be empty, or at least on strike from being over worked. I guess not. Trying to find the words for how I feel has been more challenging than I inclined, nothing explains how I really feel. I’m not even sure...

Jun 28th

Im so scared, scared that you’ll do it again. I cant forgive, not again. I hate you so much for what you did, but not as much as I love you. I can only hope, hope that it gets better.

Jun 27th

Its all your fault you called me beautiful you turned me out and now I cant turn back I hold my breath cause you were so perfect but I’m running out of air and its not fair

Jun 27th

To my Amazing Best Friend, Bree Ebony Jackson Thankyou, Thankyou for always being there for me through the good and the bad. Thankyou for never giving up and me and thankyou for forgiving me when I lost my ways with the wrong person. I love every bit of you inside and out, good or bad. I’ve never met anyone just like you, so beautiful, so kind hearted and so forgiving of even the lowest...

Jun 23rd

I want to be more than an OBJECT; I am more than an object.

Jun 23rd

If I had the world, I’d give it to you

Jun 22nd

I dont get it, you’re everything you say you’re not, everything you bag others for being and everything you said you’d never be. You lie constanly and hurt others acting like you’re the innocent one. I stood up for you when no one else would and for that I lost my true bestfriend. Because of you I wasnt there when she needed me the most. You’re full of lies and...

Mar 16th

Mar 8th

How many second chances can I give you before you learn not to fuck up again? I dont have anymore to give.

Mar 1st

eyemilk: tahnicherilyn: i want to be beautiful, truely beautiful, skinny with long hair and white straight teeth, tanned and smart Oh Darling, please see that you already are. <3 Beauty has nothing to do with appearance. I dont feel that I am, I sick of seeing everything I wish I was

Feb 23rd

i want to be beautiful, truely beautiful, skinny with long hair and white straight teeth, tanned and smart

Feb 23rd

i feel like a horrible person when im in these moods its like my brain is telling me to do a hundred and one things at once and all my body can do it sit and do nothing

Feb 23rd

You’re one of those people you instantly fall inlove purley for the fact that you see something good in that person. Something that makes you smile, that makes you happy, that makes you want to spend time with that person and never look back.

Feb 22nd

I want you to know youre worth it. Every second, every minute of every day, of every year.

Feb 21st

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Two amazing girls wrote on their tumblrs:Tahni Cherilyn, you are amazing. Keep you chin up because you really are beautiful. As I read this I burst into tears.

Feb 16th

I wish my collar bones stuck out like the olden days, I find collar bones attractive.

Jan 29th

Jan 23rd

Everyone turns out to be the person they said they’d never be. Life isn’t fair, Trust with your Brain not your Heart.

Jan 22nd

TIRED

I’m tired, I always am. All I ever want to do it sleep, sleep to avoid this and that, him and her. To ignore pain, brought from all angles. To be alone, have my own time away from everyone and their watching eyes and talking mouths.

Jan 20th

I tryed so hard and all I could get out was that I missed you, there was another word I was wanting to say instead of missed, but everytime I was about to say it I doubted myself. I doubted if you felt the same or if I was good enough for you. I Love You.

Jan 19th

Jan 17th

I NEED TO TELL YOU....

[1] I need to tell you a secret look at 5 [2] The answer is look at 11 [3] Dont get mad look at 15 [4] Calm down dont be mad look at 13 [5] First look at 2 [6] dont be angry look at 12 [7] I just wanted to say I love you [8] What I wanted to tell you is… THE ANSWER IS ON 14 [9] Be paitent look at 4 [10] This is the last time im going to do this look at 7 [11] I hope you not mad...

Jan 17th

If you dont like the road you’re walking, start paving another.

Jan 17th

FUTURE MOMENT

IMAINE A FUTURE MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE WHERE ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE. YOU KNOW ITS THE GREATEST MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE AND YOU ONLY GET TO SHARE IT WITH ONE PERSON. WHO IS STANDING NEXT TO YOU? Honestly I dont see a significant other as they dont stay around long enough for me to be able to see a future with them. If this future time is ment to be the greatest moment of my life I would imagine it...

Jan 17th

JUST ONCE

I wish some people in my life would just cut the bullshit and be totally honest about something, just for once.

Jan 16th

ITS IN THE CARDS

I want my tarrot cards read

Jan 16th

Jan 15th

BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU

You act like you’re so innocent, like you’ve hurt no one through all of this Well I have news for you, you have, and you’ve hurt more than one person You’ve hurt family and friends you’ve lost friendships and respect I can’t look at you the same these days no matter how hard I try, and that hurts me in a way but it also makes me realise I’m better off without you. You got your own medicine.

Jan 15th

AMAZING

On the 11th of January 2010 I wrote in my diary: “Bonnie Pool is truely an amazing and passionate writter, I’m jealous.” And that is a fact that I believe. Bonnie please share your talent with me?

Jan 14th

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SONGS THAT ARE WORTH THE LISTEN

A LIST OF SOME SONGS THAT I THINK ARE WORTH A LISTEN, PRODUCED BY SOME AMAZING TALENTED PEOPLE: Fifteen-Nevershoutnever On the Brightside-Nevershoutnever Braile-Regina Spektor Samson-Regina Spektor Poor Little Rich Boy-Regina Spektor Fireflies-Owl City Hallelujah-Jeff Buckley Our Song-Taylor Swift Tear Drops on my Guitar-Taylor Swift What would you do-City High

Jan 13th

A LEPORD NEVER LOSES HIS SPOTS

I think I’ve made the right decision in staying away from your type The people you’ve become and the things you do only make me shake my head and wonder how I got caught up in this mess. But you weren’t always like this; I remember the innocence and the pure happiness But now all I see is alcohol, drugs and idiocy. The hurt you’ve caused not only me but others. I thought by not initiating the...

Jan 10th

ITS NOT ABOUT WHO LEAVES, ITS ABOUT WHO STAYS

It’s not about who leaves, its about who stays It’s not about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit It’s not about the mistake, it’s about the lesson It’s not about what you get, it’s about what you give It’s not about making friends, it’s about making family It’s not about how you do it, it’s about how you feel doing it It’s not about yesterday, it’s about today It’s not...

Jan 3rd